on being inspired

Here it comes again. Time for me to yadayada about nothing.
There was this article I read in Chinese.. It was very inspiring to me at that time. I copied it somewhere, along with pinyin, read it over and over again, (almost) memorized it.

Now, it’s somewhere among my pile of papers magazines files. I cant remember much of it. Ok, I did a half hearted job at memorizing it, otherwise I can easily recite the whole thing now.

At that them, it did help me cleared my views of things I want for myself. Reading that piece, gave me that lil nudge I needed (then).

All I remember now is just half a sentence which says, 站在原地踏步.

A phrase that really reflects the situation most people are in, and many fail to see it.

At times, people complain of their own predicaments, but they remain at their comfort zone doing nothing but complain. It's like how you wanna cross the street, but you hold on tightly onto the nearest pole, not wanting to leap forward. Your heart is screaming ... i wanna be there, on the otherside, anywhere but here... and yet your hands, your legs seems to be very fixated.

...
(unfinished)

irreplaceable

forgetful is one of my many middle name.
forever losing things. i totally hate the forgetful me.
without doubt there will be heartache. other times it is just money. which is worse?
while most possessions can't be replace, many others can be easily bought
but when you get it replaced, does it ever feel the same?

there are moments when i don't know if it's real or if anybody feels the way i feel

still not feeling so well. i did make a visit to the doc. hahaha... okay, things are not that bleak. i am in the office now, waiting for the Gastritis Queen.

Lately, I try to find time to DVDs - such as Grey's Anatomy. Kinda try to finish it fast cz it's a borrowed set. Sorry la Karen, I know I owe you your OTH S1 for like so long, I don't think I'm even at disc 2. I have so much opinion about each and every character, oh not all. Just the protaganists and antagonists. Let's talk bout it.

There's always an episode, where you felt like you had been through the exact same moment or wish you had that moment. Making you wanting to watch it continuously.

In one epi, Meredith said, I have a feeling. Plainly obscure to me, if one comes up to you and say that to you. The best line I (or most) can come up with is the usual what do you feel, why are you feeling this etc. But all he said was - I get those. And If you wait long enough it passes. I promise. "
Applause people! Isn't it the best answer?!! Ever?!!
When you have an inexplicable feeling, when all the words in the whole could not string a sentence to what your insides are feeling, when you just don't know if it's real. That kind of acknowlegdement from someone else, is very comforting.

Well, there is a lots of great moments in this series. In fact, I think in every episode. I've never been so attached to a series before, cz usually it's more like just entertainment to me. I used to watch Ally mcbeal during my college days, without fail. But Ally's more silly and illogical sometimes.
GA is "gripping" according to one critic. To me, I am simply in awe with the writers of GA.

anticipating the weekend ahead! lots of things happening this weekend.

this is unbelievable. 3 posts within 24hours. so you people... don't ask me why i dont blog la hahahahaha