i lost myself ...

some days when time permits i try to catch the so-called reality show The City. Go google it and it will tell you the gist (or lack of) of the whole show. Reality it seems,..to me it's kinda a sad reminder to all of us normal people that life isn’t all that perfect and rosy with great clothings, events to go to, smart lines and uptown/downtown friends.
This is MTV’s reality. Not.Real.At.All.
But hehehe, secretly I have a love-hate affair with it.

Somehow I did get some value out of it,
Quoted by renowned designer Diane von Furtensberg (I love her designs!) in the episode titled "i lost myself... in us"...

"Absence is to love what the wind is to fire : When it's a small fire, the wind kills it; but when it's a real fire, it intensifies it. So the absence should do that. You see, the thing is that the most important relationship you have in your life is the relationship you have with yourself... Because no matter what happens you will always be with yourself."